Ya Allah...Macam x pErcaYa

tanggal 18 raMadhan iaitu 8 sept 2009,aku telah menerima 1 panggilan dr adik aku..amir
biasenye kalo die tlpn dgn nada riang ria...tp hr tu mcm lain sket.
aku tnye knp? die ckp dgn keadaan sedikit sebak dan bagitau 'mok xde dh'...ya Allah aku terkejut, aku tnye lg....dan die ckp 'mok xde dh'
spontan aku ckp innalillah smbil dicucuri air mata...dn terus sedekahkn al-fatihah tp aku masih xdpt nk thn air mata ni, aku ambek air sembahyang dan terus bace yassin utk arwah..yA Allah sedihnye xdpt tgk arwah kali terakhir.

ya Allah mcm xpercaya, mse cuti h1n1 hr tu aku sempat g lawat arwah kat kuala krai...aku tgk die ok je
siap main gurau lagi, tp die ade la jgk nangis sbb terharu anak cucu dtg rumah..sedih rase
tp kali lg sedih sbb terkilan sikit lps g lawat arwah, aku xsempat nk bersalam mse nk pulang rmh...sbb ayah aku nk cepat, mse g lawat arwah aku duk sekejap je rmh die
aku g merayau ke rumah sedara2 yg lain...jd mse nk pulang aku terus naik keta xsempat nk jupe, mse tu hati ni berbelah bagi nk g jupe arwah....tp kalo aku g jupe nati kang lambat plak, takut ayah marah sbb nk magrib dh time tu...hmmm

yA Allah sempena ramadhan yg mulia ini,Kau cucurilah rahmat ke atas arwah nenekku(selamah binti abu bakar) dan kau tempatknlah die dalam golongan orang yg beriman..amin
AL-FATIHAH...;(

aLwaYs bE my moM...

You gave me life
Without you I would not be here
You have always been for me
When I was hungry when I was cold

You taught me to walk
You taught me to speak
You taught me to play
My Mum is good enough ..

But each of its chosen path
Now I grew up
I digress a little about yourself
Even if I did not want

I became a teenager
I am not easy to live
You covered me with gifts
But only your presence intoxicates

I love you despite all your love
For her may be stifling
I do not give you both back
Because I'm a big girl now

But you'll always be my Mom